Overview:
The author of this article shares her experience of leaving the United States due to the increased stress and grief she felt after the Trump administration's dismantling of DEI programs and its assault on Black America. She traveled to the United Kingdom and Europe to find rest and relief from anti-Blackness. The author reflects on the mental wellness benefits of traveling and embracing the present moment, and how being out of the United States reminded her that life is meant to be enjoyed, even in the face of violent oppression. She also shares her hope for the future and her resolve to continue the fight for justice and equity in her home country.
This winter, I felt paralyzed, not by cold, but by an inescapable sense of terror and grief. Wildfires devoured neighborhoods in my hometown of Los Angeles, displacing friends and family members. The Trump administrationโs dismantling of DEI programs and its assault on Black America intensified. And as a Black queer woman, I watched the president strip away my rights, not through legislation, but by a barrage of executive orders targeting LGTBQ+ folks.ย
As a journalist, I couldnโt look away. But as a human, I needed a break.ย ย
So I left.
Inspired by revolutionary Black artists and activists who left the United States in search of rest and relief from anti-Blackness โ think James Baldwin in Paris and Maya Angelou in Ghana โย I headed to the United Kingdom and Europe.ย
Even before the election, Americans were stressed out about politics and the future of the nation. An October 2024 survey by the American Psychological Association found that 47% of Black, 47% Latino/a/e, and 50% of folks who identify as LGBTQ said worries about their personal safety were a major stressor.
But most Black people havenโt had the opportunity to get a break from either political worries or racism in the United States. Data from Pew Research Center shows that only 49% of Black Americans have ever traveled outside the U.S. compared to 75% of their white peers.ย
Amanda Bates, founder and creative director of The Black Expat, a multimedia platform that supports Black and Brown travelers, says for those willing and able to take the risk, crossing borders and being โopen to the adventures that are out thereโ can be โlife-changingโ โ particularly for mental health. Itโs not because racism disappears, but because the context changes.ย ย
โFrom a mental wellness standpoint, really seeing how other people live and looking at new ways of living that maybe were not available,โ in the U.S., Bates says. โAnd that can even come down to culturally how people handle stress, and work-life balance, and what they eat, and do they walk everywhere.โ
Embracing the Moment
Being out of the United States reminded me that life is meant to be enjoyed, even โ and maybe especially โ in the face of violent oppression.ย
Step one: Deleting news updates from my phoneโs home screen, and accepting for the first time since November 5, 2024, that there is a difference between being informed and doom-scrolling. Instead, I embraced the present moment.ย
I watched boats sailing on the River Thames and took in the 360-degree view of Londonโs skyline while riding on the London Eye. In Paris, I headed to the Louvre to gaze at the mysterious smile of the Mona Lisa. In Rome, I learned to make pasta from scratch. Athens found me meditating on the beach, and in Istanbul, I devoured fresh baklava.
I began smiling more. Practicing my French with my Uber drivers, people-watching over lunch, and dancing in nightclubs with strangers who quickly became friends showed me that community can flourish wherever youโre willing to cultivate it.ย
I got inspired. Talking to other Black folks about the state of the world and their actions toward progress, and going to galleries to marvel at Black artists, including Lauren Halsey, Rotimi Fani-Kayode, and George Lilanga, filled me with tremendous hope. I learned how Black folks throughout history and across cultures globally have fought for justice and won.ย
Continuing the Fight for Justice and Equity
The truth? My trip didnโt end racism, misogyny, or queerphobia in the U.S., but it did give me a chance to rest, commune, and have fun โ and that changed my perspective and my resolve.ย
In the final days of my trip, news broke of anti-genocide protester and Palestinian activist Mahmoud Khalilโs arrest. I watched as elected officials failed to protect basic rights, like freedom of speech and freedom to peacefully assemble. But unlike before I left the United States, I no longer felt powerless. I felt renewed and determined. Iโd learned that what I truly crave is not to escape the U.S., but to continue to help my home become a safer, more loving, and more just place โย where I and diverse communities can thrive.ย
As Bates told me, โIf you are the type of individual, in general, to be focused on racial justice and equity issues, then I think you are going to carry those values with you wherever you go.โย
Walking back into my one-bedroom apartment in Atlanta, I knew I was where I wanted to be. That week, I volunteered at a community garden. I slept a lot and spent time with friends. I continued a collaborative arts project centered around reproductive justice that Iโd started last year. I read the news with more intention. I breathed through my anxiety and remembered that I โ like all Black people here and abroad โ have the opportunity to champion justice and equity, and to create a better world.
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